It's been quiet around here and that could only mean one thing…I've gone back to work. And I'm exhausted. Can I get an amen? But I have officially survived preplanning, the first week of school (AKA Scheduling), and the first week of therapy! All in a new school…which reminded me a lot of my first year of therapy ever. All new staff, new kids, new rules…it was all a little mind blowing. Wanna hear about it? Good, cause I've got a warm cup of coffee and I feel like chatting. Typing. You know.
I hate being the new kid. A lot. I'm kind of shy in situations where I don't know anyone or in unfamiliar places. So walking in Monday morning to a staff breakfast at a school where I've never worked and the only person I had met was the principal was nerve wracking. BUT…everyone was so nice. And I just smiled a lot. Smiling is important. People like smiles. I wouldn't remember anyone's name or half of what was discussed, but that's ok because I am the master of ‘fake it till you make it'. It's an important grad school skill that will carry you through your career. So for the many of you that are starting at new jobs this year…smile and fake it. You got this.
Oh those precious little bodies that fill up the school and make me smile, even when I don't know them yet, bring life back to the building. There is something so exciting about the first week of school. Unfortunately, I spent the majority of that week sitting at my desk exploring files and playing tetris. Speech tetris = Scheduling. I left work every afternoon feeling like I got run over by a mack truck. And I hadn't even started anything yet. The caseload at this school is MUCH bigger than my last school, despite the fact that their are 1000 less kids. I am adding two behavior units and PK to my repertoire this year, which is an exciting change. I spent a lot of time talking to teachers and trying to learn about kids during this week. The more you know… you know?
Wow. My head is still spinning and it ended yesterday. Baselines, getting to know yous, lists, lists, and lists. And more lists. It was WONDERFUL getting students back in my room. I worked late planning and learning about these new faces that I am responsible for this year. And that made me tired, but smiley. This is what it's all about. And why I do what I do. I love being an SLP so much.
Have you gone back to school yet? What tips do you have to make it go smoothly?
Annie Doyle says
I’m glad you feel good about your new gig! You are an amazing professional and I am certain they are thrilled to have you aboard!!
Nanette B. says
Wow, I just read your post, and I feel the same way as you! I got a new job at a different district, and have been given a great opportunity to work at a smaller school, with one SDC class, no preschool DIS caseload and a “max” of 40 students. It was been a whirlwind these past two weeks and I’ve finally been able to breathe!! New students, parents, new speech room (one with a sink so I can do more arts/crafts with paint-hurray!), new teachers and staff. You are so right about smiling and keeping positive. In the end it’s about helping our students be better communicators. Thanks for your genuine words and your awesome products, Jen!
Alicia says
I’m glad the staff was so nice and friendly. As a fellow shy person who hates to be new, I feel your nervousness. Those kids are lucky to have someone so thorough leading them through their difficulties.
Robin Folino says
Congrats!!! You did it!!! Doesn’t everybody hate being the new kid? It brings back to me those childhood fears. I too was the new kid 4 years ago. I felt the same way. I left s job of 7 years that I really lived for my marriage also. I inherited a caseload that was 3 times the size of my previous one. But, the good news is I am looking forward to it this year. It took a while, but I love my job and school. I have major appreciation for my previous caseload whole trying to make this one work. You are a brave, intelligent and creative woman. God bless you in your new adventure!
SpeechDreams- Danielle says
I loved the honesty in this post! This is my 19th year at the same school…yep…I read your post and can’t even imagine how you must feel! But we do this because we love the kids and kids everywhere need to know they are special and I know you are doing that at your new school! Keep smiling.